Possibly Maybe

OK, OK, it has been a while since I have written anything worthy of posting. I know. Here is the problem and it is something new for me. I have become a bit indecisive. Normally I hate it when people can't make up their minds. In fact, it drives me mad. Now I am the person who can't seem to make any big decisions. Right now I am blaming the pregnancy hormones. I hope that once we bring the little one into the fold, that will help and give me some clarity. Here is my list of


4 Things I Can't Make A Decision About

1) Baby Name- we had something all picked out and now we have started looking all over again. I just don't know what to do. I can't find anything I really love. Except Henry. I love it but we know too many people who have used it already. So that is off the table. Back to square one.

2) Moving- I love my neighborhood.I love the people here and the friends I have made. However, we live in a minuscule apartment with no laundry facilities and no dishwasher. It is enough to make me crazy some days. If Jay-bee and I could ever find a place to move to we probably would. But I would cry for a long time about leaving the city.

3) Career- when I stopped working, I was in music management. I really enjoyed my job and the people I worked with. Now when I think about what I wan to do for a living I think about something that really means something to me and making an impact on the world I live in. I want my work to have a greater purpose. Now, I just have to figure out what that is.

4) The Blog- I can't decide if I am going to maintain this blog or not. Am I really going to have time with a 3 year old and a new born? I think I could write some crazy (and possibly funny) stuff at 3 AM after 2 hours of sleep. We shall see. I guess when this starts to feel like one more thing I have to do then I will just call the whole thing off!